Signed Off
and being told I need to rest,
I found myself thinking How boring
But what am I so afraid of?
Is it too dangerous to be on my own
with my own thoughts?
I mean, surely I wont suddenly come up
with deep views about myself that
might be life-changing?
Maybe I will. Maybe Im just scared that if I have time to face myself without the distractions of work, friends, computers.. I will have to think about my own life and how I live it?
Maybe times of healing mean more than just getting better physically?
I found myself thinking How boring
But what am I so afraid of?
Is it too dangerous to be on my own
with my own thoughts?
I mean, surely I wont suddenly come up
with deep views about myself that
might be life-changing?
Maybe I will. Maybe Im just scared that if I have time to face myself without the distractions of work, friends, computers.. I will have to think about my own life and how I live it?
Maybe times of healing mean more than just getting better physically?




